Skipped tuition to go library alone today, went to do some worksheets and borrowed some english books for holiday assignment.

Anyway, come to think of it, theres always this group of people who hates/dislikes me since primary school..

I used to think that its my temper and arrogance that got me into the mess, so i grew to control my temper, keep it to myself instead of exploding. And that my arrogance last time was really terrible,
not sure if i am any better now but less people are complaining about it.

So yeaps, the problem may lie with me instead of others.

To some of you whom makes friends easily, can never know what i went through to build up my relationship with that small group of friends.

To you it might be natural sense to be friends with each other, but to me, it takes a lot of effort to find at least a friend whom i can trust to share my personal stuff with.

I know that its partly my fault, but if even my friends cant accept the weird personality of mine, who will?

Conclusion: Time for my personality check, again.

heavenknows

12:20 PM